Honest to God, why do I hate people? I'm so antisocial and I hate it. I just want to be close with people, but I find it so hard. Maybe it's because I move so often.. I went to three different schools last year [four times] long story, but before that I'd been to 5 I believe in 8 years :|. But I blame other things for .. pretty much everything so I think it's because I'm lazy and unmotivated. If I'm happier to sit at home [not necessarily "happier" but it causes less work..] instead of say.. going to the mall and meeting new people with my friends then HELL I'll do it.. and another reason for not going to the mall today is because I'm so darn self-conscious. Especially of my weight.. turns out my dad's only 5 pounds heavier than me :| like wowza :P Seriously though I need to lose some weight and maybe I will.. I don't get any excercise, but I got sick a few days ago and when I get sick I am demanded to drink a lot of water so that's what I've been doing and we got this new water system that's supposedly REALLY good and anyway so I've had like 2 litres, then 1 1/2, then 3 in the last three days, which is freaking awesome compared to my otherwise ZERO glasses everday. Anyway back to the main topic of my anti-socialism.. I refuse to go to my grandparents house.. ALL THE TIME and I hate taking money from them even though they ARE going to die soon and my cousins are going to get every last penny they have and they DEFINITELY will not share. But honestly folks, what the heck.. why can't I have the decency to go see my grandparents before they die?! I'm just so damn lazy I don't want to move and I never get excercise and I'm just a big fat lard of fat which is funny cause I'm pretty sure lard IS fat. Anyway just thought you should know of my anti-socialness
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